Feeling's Closet

I really tot that,i’m losing passion and happiness of my life ever after some incident.Valentine, it’s a crucial festival for me this year,I had oledi planned for it few days b4 it’s arrival. I planned to treat it like normal day,it is ntg to do wf me at ALL!I wont send out any valentine blessing or relate any topic regarding Valentine. I will put myself on sleep immediately right after working and dinner.I pray for the time pass faster since the early morning of 14th Feb.

But usually things wont work accordingly, when I received more and more gifts from guys, when i received more and more dinner dates from important ppl or from frenz, i heart melted. I decided spent my dinner wf my colleague Ziana after working hours,and oso wif my cousin sis for Valentine dinner. For those ppl who give me gift,sorry lar~I had a truly great time wif the 2 gals seperately.

And when i’m on my way driving back to home to meet my cousin sis after dinner wf Ziana.I heard a lot of love song playing on FM,i tot i’m going to turn it off immediately but i didn’t.And I’ve been touch by a confession from a man to his gf for thank you her staying by his side when he is in his darkess moment in life,and he propose to her on FM and call her as his wife.I wish all the best for them,愿有情人终成眷属。stay happy forever,k?Promise to eachother that you all wish pass through every single difficulty in life together,not to give up no matter under wat circumstances. Appreciate,is the most important key point.Never afraid to apologize,never afraid of approaching,as long as ur heart belongs to eachother.

I feel like crying,becoz of the blessing moment like this.I really tot I will be more extreme and realistic when the trushworthy from deep heart has been destroyed. But, I think somewhere deep from soul,there’s still a naive me somewhere. Was stunned when started receiving valentine gift,and received calls from peoples.Slowly,this heart melted.I still not that cruel enuf,thanks for my cousin sis for stuck in jam for an hour purposely to meet me up for Valentine dinner,thanks for all the accompanionship,thanks for all the gift from peoples though they know they wont get anything in return.

Valentine,predicted disaster and yet it turn out become a blessing day ever.